“I was getting high everyday as a way to deal with intense anxiety. It was the only way that I could feel normal and function in life. I definitely would never go into a social situation without Cannabis. After this Conscious Cannabis Journey, I realized so many things about myself including how much my own thinking patterns made me anxious and that I have tools to help calm myself down and move the energy that feels so uncomfortable. I don’t need Cannabis everyday anymore which I didn’t believe was even possible. I no longer use a vape pen which was way too easy to access, and now only use flower, and I love that now I have a Sacred ritual for when I do work with the medicine. Feeling grateful and empowered.“ Allison M 

"I just felt tired of my routine with Marijuana. I fell into using everyday after work and because of that would avoid spending time with my friends or going to events even though deep down I was feeling lonely and longing for more connection. After the program, I definitely was way more conscious with when I used Cannabis. I reconnected with friends and even signed up for a dance class. I realized that I didn’t need Cannabis as much anymore, and that I think about the medicine differently and with more gratitude.” SA

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“The Conscious Cannabis program with Lotus helped me find a new relationship with the spirit energy of the plant medicine. With this shift, I have moved into a healthier, more mindful lifestyle that harnesses the power of prayer and connection to the Divine Feminine. I was able to let go of shame to tap into the spiritual gifts available from Santa Maria (Cannabis) and Mother Earth. By being more aware and in touch, I have naturally decreased the frequency of use with ease." MM

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“I joined this program to learn more about Cannabis which I did, but also I learned a lot about life which was so helpful. I was also so touched by everybody and their shares. I think it was so beautiful to observe how we all came together as a community in such a short time and it felt so authentic. I really appreciated that and feel grateful to have met everyone” - Melissa S.

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The Conscious Cannabis program helped me learn to access the spiritual gifts the sacred plant medicine has to offer if we tune in and practice mindfully.” MM

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“The Habit to Harmony class was exactly what I was looking for at this point in my life. The method that Lotus introduced has allowed me to recognize the merry-go-round of my habits and has helped me to focus on what I want for my life. I appreciate the support of a like-minded group, along with the simple, yet powerful, techniques that we have learned. Primarily the method for me has been through, recognizing my patterns in relationship to my intended path. Through group discussions and some meditative practices, I am learning to balance my short-term desires with my long-term intent. I believe that even someone who is not familiar with, or is intimidated by meditative practices would be comfortable with Lotus’ program. Perhaps those individuals would have the most to gain from this method.” BB

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"After completing the meditation journey to transform my relationship with Cannabis, I've gained a heightened awareness of both the medicine and myself. Through various meditation practices like arrival meditations and focusing on presence and breath, I've shifted from needing to indulge in the medicine to wanting to. I've also realized my tendency to seek substances for escape, whether it's Santa Maria (Cannabis) alcohol, or psychedelics. Another insight is that I now prefer indulging when I'm in nature rather than social settings. Overall, this journey has helped me consciously decide how and when to use the medicine.” Tanner B.

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"I have smoked Cannabis for my entire life, as long as I can remember. Off and on I took breaks but always came back to it. Now that I’m retired, I was really curious about how my relationship with Cannabis could deepen and grow. This program inspired me to be way more aware of my intake, and when I started to integrate spiritual practices and ritual into my routine with Cannabis, I noticed a profound shift starting to happen where my experiences became much more meaningful and enlightening." Lou S.

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“So grateful I’m attending Lotus’ Conscious Cannabis ceremony. Her wholesome, kind and generous disposition inspire authentic inquiries into myself and my habitual choices. Especially useful is the underlying foundation of her offering, which is to generate, inspire and perpetuate self-respect. The group feels intimately close, even though most of us have never met and are thousands of miles away. It’s good to have a group to entrain and co-create with, warmly illuminating patterns, motivations and insights for each other." Melissa S.

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"My challenge with cannabis use disorder is what brought me to want to participate in a ceremony centered around the plant. I have used and abused the medicine daily for over 20 years and I am actively working to change my relationship to the plant. I say change my relationship because I think there are many benefits for using the medicine and I did not want it to leave my life entirely.

I was skeptical about attending the ceremony, as I was unsure what I could gain from it. I was already incredibly familiar with the plant and its effects. I felt open to the experience, but did not really know what it could add to my relationship with cannabis. 

After participating in the ceremony I was very struck how different it was than any other experience I had with the plant. Creating ceremony, intention, dedication, and gratitude really changed my experience. Expressing gratitude to this medicine that had been a constant in my life for so long felt very powerful. Also dedicating the time and space to just experience the medicine and what it has to offer was very different than just unconsciously using while I went about a myriad of activities.

I really think the ceremony helped me to unhook from old habits, understand some of the fear I have of letting go, and also somehow become closer to the plant. I highly recommend this to anyone who is struggling with their cannabis habits and is interested in changing those habits and creating a better space for it in their lives. Ultimately it really helped me in letting some things go and made me feel reinvigorated to make more positive changes." Joe M.

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"It was a true honor to have been part of this potent, powerful experience. Thank you, thank you, thank you🙏 so much love and gratitude for you and the medicine" Astrid A.

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"I also appreciate Lotus’ levity in offering assignments, a well-rounded cornucopia of ritual, noticing, discerning, and possibly inspiring deep change, or a greater respect for what is that needn’t be changed. To ignite discipline and discernment in a new creative growth of perspective. All while seemingly careful to not push for too much inquiry or discipline and incite any pushback as far as “doing the right thing”, allowing our own gentle allowing for what ultimately what feels best through and through for ourself. Period.”

C. Browne